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am i avoiding something?
sms.. call.. i didnt reply at all..
i dun feels wana reply..

i scare.. once i reply..
something will happen.. continue? discontinue?
i dun hope both of the consequences will happen on me..
it's sounds funny.. but..
im reali duno to do..

time to calm down.. is jz an excuses for me..
we cant make a deal.. our thinking and perception are different..
u need me.. i need freedom..
when that is the time i really need u.. u r not by my side..

im selfish.. i admit..
im more willing to spend time on my fren rather than u..
u complaint.. u sad..
i fed up.. i yell on u.. tis problem surrounding us 2 years since we get 2gether..

u ask on me? y i turn to like that..
i ask to u again.. dun u think is bcoz of u..
thn the answer and question bek to the starting point that whr we argue for..


fren and bf?

fren can last long.. but bf.. not..
i think we both also wont happy if v decide to continue our relationship..

my heart not with anyone now..
and i think.. u will noe what i am goin to do the next..

hope u can forgive me..

yea.. im selfish..

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