frustrated~

why u just cant understand my situation?

why u just shout everything out from your mouth without considering my feelings?

do u think all the thing is within my control?

do u think i want it to be like that?

all these years.. i am reluctant to open my mouth..

do u think i am happy?

u just talk talk talk shout shout shout without analyzing the things that i have told u..

so? what i gonna do?

i better shut my mouth.. explaining just to make the situation worst..

my conscience try to persuade myself and talk with you and improve the relationship between us..

but u always make me frustrated make me down..

make me feel wanna cry.. u misunderstood me..

u shout again without knowing my situation..

at the end.. all the things back to square one..

i really feel lazy to explain and i don't think communicate can make the situation going smoothly..

22 years down to the road.. people wondering why i didn't talk with u.. weird~

and i think.. this is the reason why......