disappointment =>

Izit when the moment we get used of something.. we will never expecting more..
never expecting more.. Bcoz.. afraid of disappointment..

when come to the time i dun care, expect, and hope for it..
mean that.. i already get used of it.. and eventually.. disappointed on it..

i think i will never expecting never demanding again..
im living in the world that protecting myself.. there is no fairy tale in this world..
dun wanna take those hurt and disappointment anymore =>

everything will be alright ~ ♥

Sleepless night..
feel like wanna write something.. but dunno what to write..

ermm..
my life? simple.. but i feel that all the things are changing incrementally..
changes on myself as well as the people around me..
sometimes may not even realize those changes.. but when the time i realized i will quite shock or may be suprise about it..
i duno whether these changes are positive or negative..

as for myself.. my perception regarding something has change..
some principles..where i think i will never change it throughout my life..
i put down the principle that i uphold for a long time.. compromise with the situation that i face..
It's not bad actually..
dun b stubborn.. dun make life difficult.. make it simple.. u will finally found that.. u r the person that can ultimately make yourself happy.. not mainly because of other people or things.. it's just based on how u think.. in simple, think positively~ ♥

since small.. i have a lot of -ve thinking in my mind..
i like to think a lot.. a lot means really a lot.. this make me cant really make decision on a simple things..
i have a low low confident.. even now also same..
rarely to speak up in front of people.. rarely show what i want.. until i not realize that i actually have the right to show it when someone told me that.. as i already get used of it..

i wonder can i really survive in the real world when the time i finish my study and looking for a job.. >.<
may be can lo~ hehe think +vely ma.. =P
as i said.. everything will be alright~ ♥
it's just the matter of time..

worry

what am i worry actually?