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Thursday, June 16, 2011

bleks~

finally~ i had finished my exam for p2 and p7..
though i not sure whether i can pass or not.. LOL

hmm hmm~ this sem.. something happened in my life n make me depressed, i even not really study for my mid term.. so.. haha.. i get a really bad results.. its frighten me when i look at my marks..

but then.. someone kehpo come and told me that he wanna help me.. (feel wanna beat me huh?? =D ) so i have to attend the so called "ah pang course", there is some rules & regulations that i have to follow:

1. wake up at 7am ( me: 7am?!! u kill me better )
2. eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner ( me: @@ try lah~)
3. try to sleep early ( me: orh~ >.<" )

at the beginning, i really cant get used of the day to wake up 7am in the morning in order to study.. i fell asleep few days.. LOL and therefore the consequences is.. punishment in arrears.. >.<" i not sure how many times alr.. coz he always use some excuses to add more punishment to me~ wahahhahaha~ =DDDDDDDDDDDD bad guy~!!

but then 'geng' is the word that i can use to describe him.. coz he really can make me awake to study for 1 month.. every time when i asked my friend to call me wake up in the morning.. i will then turn off my fon and continue sleep~!! he is the one who keep talking with me on the phone untill i totally awake and walk into the toilet.. ahaa.. i always said WAN AN with him when he called me to wake up~ purposely to make him angry coz his reaction is so funny~!! XDD

he force" me to eat my breakfast, lunch, and dinner which i always skip.. but then i still can find many excuses to skip my lunch during that month.. XDDDDD.. eii.. better than last time lah~ dun angry again when see this okie.. =)

he is juz like my mum.. he will angry when i didnt take my dinner and lunch.. very funny.. so that i will call him 'mummy' sometimes.. he is quite strict (always scold me for my laziness) but then he will feel sympathy and let me rest more.. this is what i unexpected.. =D

overall, he is a good lecturer + good mummy + good friend for me.. the one who cheer me up when i am upset and depress.. and get back my study mood =))))

wei~ wanna say thank u.. sincerely.. for the month..
which i have wasted a lot of ur time.. i appreaciate it =)
i really duno i can pass the paper or not.. sorry, it might dissapointed u..
time flies.. and i miss that time ^^ though it was suffered but memorable and funny..
thanks ah pang =)




Wednesday, March 9, 2011

别傻了~ 

觉得。。 人性怎么那么虚伪。。
虚伪到。。 连我自己都被骗了。。

明明亲眼看见了。。 却被动摇了。。
还是连我自己也找个借口骗自己。。

别傻了~ stephy pink..
这是朋友告诉我。。

我也告诉自己:"别傻了" ~ ♥

Sunday, February 27, 2011

to stephy pink~ ♥

progress test is coming soon.. few days more..
i really have no idea bout it..
what happened to me.. i still cant find back my study mood..

Stephy pink~ ♥
u should have concentrate on ur study..
don't disappointed ur parents..
don't think of other.. u should learn to let go altot is it hard for you..
everything gonna be alright, right? as what u always told urself..





life still goes on...

Sunday, February 13, 2011

appreciate =)

见了蛮多的朋友。。 谈了很多的话。。
真的真的不敢让自己停下来。。 害怕回忆。。 害怕想起每一个昨天。。 深怕眼泪会掉下来。。

深怕我撑不住的朋友。。 有的陪我信息。。 有的陪我通电话。。 有的陪我msn。。 直到我睡着。。
陪我吃了不想吃的午餐。。 还有不想吃的晚餐。。
谢谢你们的笑话。。 你们的关心。。 你们的陪伴。。 巧克力。。
每次想到你们的关心。。 眼眶总有泪。。 真的很感动。。
如果让你们见到一个突然很安静。。 沉思的我。。 真的很对不起。。
我真的试着要活的很开心。。

真的还需要时间适应。。 真的真的还放不开。。
真的真的心疼。。
真的受伤了。。

笑的大声。。 其实想掩饰我的痛。。
我暂时还找不回我自己。。

可是真的谢谢你们的陪伴。。 让我度过每一个艰难的时刻。。
不让我颓废的过。。
i really appreciate =)

Saturday, February 12, 2011

事实。。

此刻,我的心宁静得像一片天空。。

心痛?
只是像被刀一次次的切割在伤口。。

哭。。 没有啊。。
只是懂了泪往心里流的感受。。

我在朋友面前狂笑。。 呐喊。。 都只是为了掩饰。。
我让我自己忙。。 只为了不要再想。。

是真的不想了吗?最终还是骗不了自己。。
你在信息里的话。。 都在我脑里徘徊。。
在睡梦中醒了好几次。。 仍然不敢接受这已经成了事实。。 但。。 这的确是事实。。

这并不是我想要的结局。。 可是。。 我不能自私。。
该尊重你的决定。。转身离开。。
虽然心疼。。 不舍。。
但至少。。 能换回你的快乐。。 会变得值得。。

心想还会有机会吗? 看着镜子的我对着自己说:‘傻瓜~ 别在想了~ 人家都说清楚了’
忍着眼泪,对自己微笑。。
枫~要笑着过。。虽然。。 不懂怎么去面对每个失去你的明天。。

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

乱~

心情很乱~ 超乱的~
像我的头发一样乱~ 像我书桌上的课本一样乱~
我可以什么都不要想。。 什么都不要理了吗?
可以不要被这些事情影响吗?

快回来。。 stephy pink~!